Should I say I will try my best to understand you or should I say why cant u be more straightforward instead of keep ignoring my msg. Sigh. Wadeva it is, it's just a matter of time now is it? Trying my best to tolerate it but how long more? The moment you see my blog, I guess that's the end. Must be really angry wif wad u see arent u? But I cant tell u everything, for that'll only break the friendship even faster. Let it be den.

Boring holiday indeed, plans failed since cca starting soon. Irritating. This time round i seriously feel like quitting. Wad for play the cello when u're not even considered a musicians and u're not happy at all playing it. My 7th year now. Everything seems so meaningless now.